Loud Mouth Brown Girl

When I was growing up in the 90’s aliens were a cliche. Everyone knew that Area 51 existed, it was literally the US government’s worst kept secret, and we all knew they were studying real life aliens, but for decades they tried to keep it a secret and failed.

Thousands of people who worked there wrote books, made docuseries, and all kinds of shows about it, but still aliens remained a joke. Until his first term when Donald J Trump declassified hundreds of thousands of documents proving that the US government was essentially gaslighting thousands of people who had actually seen and encountered experiences with alien creatures.

Why does this piss me off so much? Because for decades the US government has been getting away with experimenting on soldiers using their mental health as weapons against the entire world, while we all sat back and silently suffered.

I am a survivor of decades of gaslighting by the medical industry. Dozens of doctors who either abused me actively, or were prepared to hide the abuse when I tried to speak up about it, and they learned those tactics from the fucking US government.

Tactics the government is using today to harm the most marginalized people in the United States.

Black, Brown, and Indigenous gang members across the USA are united against ICE, fighting back to protect their communities, which is precisely the original purpose of gang life to begin with.

As a person who was formally connected to the largest group of idiotic wannabe gang members on the planet, I couldn’t be more fucking proud to see what these men, and women, and non-binary people are doing to protect their people.

But that being said, no one should have to pick up arms and fight against their government. Especially a government that proudly claims “A Government Of The People, For the People, By The People.”

Lincoln promised that in his Gettysburg Address, and in doing so he captured the hearts and minds of Americans everywhere. He changed the game with those words and every single person who came after him has forgotten that that was the precise reason, Americans agreed to the democratic system.

The American system was a collective experiment by Europe that realized they could colonize America, but they couldn’t control Americans who were literally on the other side of the world, because of the time and era. Which is why the Queen “Gifted” America to the white people. Because she knew her bitch ass couldn’t fight them.

Europeans love to pretend their ancestors aren’t responsible for the actions of Americans today, but much like America protects Israel, Europe protects America with everything it has, specifically because America really does have the power and the freedom to decide who gets nuked, and who does not. Not to mention America knows the truth about Europe.

We have seen from gaslighting every day Americans to outright murdering them, that America has far too much power, and yes this has a real detrimental effect on my mental health.

I used to believe with my full chest in the American Dream. I would tell anyone who would listen how eager I was to save up enough to go to New Orleans, and Los Angeles, and Salem. There are so many places where I have family, friends, allies, followers, readers, and people who genuinely think they want to meet me one day.

And yet the more that I look at what is happening over there, the more the American Dream looks less like a pile of success and more like a pile of bullshit.

I’m tired of sitting back and learning from my friends and family that everything Americans are told about the world is a lie.

During the Canadian wildfires a few years ago, American’s were genuinely confused as to why the smoke was affecting them. “They” being Americans in Boston who live less than six hours from Canada.

I know that I am below educated when it comes to my school formed education. But I also know that I’ve done a ton of work on my own to make up for what I lack in formal education.

It irks me to no end, that so many Americans choose to remain uniformed, specifically because right now Donald J Trump is going after Trans American people, and in doing so many folks who voted for him are just now beginning to realize their family members, coworkers, and loved ones, might be in danger.

Are you fucking kidding me?! You don’t get to be surprised that the wild animal that is Donald J Trump is now eating everything in the fucking jungle.

I am tired of people choosing not to vote for education, and allowing their children to struggle through life because it makes these folks more comfortable. I don’t give a flying fuck if you teach your children sex education, that is up to you, at some point someone is going to teach them and I’d prefer it be the parent that offers education.

However if you choose to remain silent, you don’t get to complain when your child rightfully finds other, hopefully safe places, to find the education they are lacking.

I do however care, if you choose to vote for the armed industrial complex that is the fucking police, without also arming the local community centers with the funding they need to make sure that kids don’t join gangs.

Like this shit isn’t hard. Defund the police means fund the community. I remember when I was growing up I did have community centers, and social workers, and sometimes – not always – but sometimes, they were safe spaces for me.

Right now as I write this post, Donald J Trump is being accused of having written a “Birthday card with racey note to Jeffrey Epstein,” like what the actual fuck? The President of the United States of America has been accused legally, of being a pedophile rapist, who sexualizes innocent and marginalized women against their will. Multiple times. And is currently a Convicted Felon.

How do we keep lowering the bar, so that the worst among us, have the most amount of power?

How in the fuck did this happen?

Its easy to understand when you trace it back to the fact that the American government lied about Black people, segregated Black people, treated them horribly through enslavement, and abused their power for over a century to abuse and harm as many people as possible by locking them up in jails, institutions, and outright murdering them in the shadows!

While the rest of the world watched, as more and more people flooded the borders of the country as they continue to do today, in search of the good old “American Dream,” that only exists to those willing to kill, scheme, and maim, to get whatever little amount of power they can achieve, before they die and have to face whatever comes next.

Phew chile! I am lived. My friends, my family members, my people are out there just wild n’ out in a country that doesn’t give a flying fuck how many folks die, as long as the “Right” people, are protected, and even as MAGA members are learning now, they might not be safe.

So what kinds of people are Safe in Trump’s America? The people who put him in office…or are they? Donald J Trump flip flops more than a blow fish out of water.

I know what the answer is, Black Americans know what the answer is and always have, but it will take decades and cost trillions to repair the damage that Trump is currently causing, and if we’re not careful, what we’re seeing in America is absolutely going to happen in Canada.

We can’t say “We’re going to have a Liberal government for the rest of time,” because eventually our government will change hands, without the NDP to keep the Federal Balance, we’re essentially screwed. Yes we have a current Liberal government, but it’s also a government that fully supports Israel with it’s entire chest.

Which means that it’s a government that doesn’t put the needs, desires, and choices, of the Indigenous folks of any land, first. Which means that life under a Liberal government for Indigenous people is going to get much more difficult than it needs to be.

Which means that Black and Brown people who live in Canada, or who are trying to get to Canada, are going to have a much more difficult journey. Which means those that do come here are going to come from places like Israel, who has already sent more than 10,000 of it’s citizens to our Canadian shores.

Like we are not safe. This is our fight, we must speak up against governmental tyranny, and no I am not exaggerating. I am speaking the same truth that Martin Luther King Jr and Malcolm X said long before I was born, I’m just doing it through a fucking blog.