Let’s talk about Gang Culture

July 7, 2019.Reading time 17 minutes.

I haven’t but I want to talk about the night that I was gang raped…because I think for that for me to understand, I have to really understand. When I was between the ages of 15-17 I was raped a lot, passed around by a group of pedophiles who called themselves the Adrenaline Mob. In […]

Dear Siddha, I was raped and I need help

June 27, 2019.Reading time 10 minutes.

Yesterday while sitting on the train from Vancouver to Surrey, I received a letter, it was dropped in my lap in such a forceful way that it was obvious and hard to ignore….I warn you this letter might trigger some people. Dear Siddha, I was raped. I am just realizing this as I am sitting […]

Candy Rain

March 27, 2019.Reading time 22 minutes.

“Do you ever dream of Candy Coated Rain Drops?” I used to hear this song in my head night and day, I used to hear a lot of songs in my head, every day, every night. With those songs I would write stories, poems, and it was fun for awhile. Until I realized my stories […]

Crazy Rich Asians, Crazy Loud Mouth Brown Girl…Not So Far Apart.

January 14, 2019.Reading time 18 minutes.

This post is dedicated to Desi, who made my ENTIRE day by starting my morning off telling me they would totally jump into a car with me at 4 am even though we’ve never had a proper convo. Tonight, for the second time I watched Crazy Rich Asians…and for the first time it struck me […]

In the name of the Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit

January 8, 2019.Reading time 20 minutes.

Just before the end of 2018, I spent four days in the Surrey Memorial Hospital, not because I am insane or crazy, but because I genuinely needed to speak with a psychiatrist about the things that I have experienced over the last twenty-four years. When the nurse would hand out medications, she always said “these […]