Loud Mouth’s War Time Photo Shoot

You can't really tell in this photo, but I am really uncomfortable. It was the first shot of the test shots, and I had just, literally just, found out about the shooting in Colorado Springs. I couldn't focus, this time another shooting, on an LBGTQ2S+ space, where the patrons of the club are the ones … Continue reading Loud Mouth’s War Time Photo Shoot

Being Brave Does Me Absolutely No Good, If I Can’t Feed Myself and My Family

If Your Time Was Running Out And You Knew It, What Would You Do To Save The Lives Of The People You Love the Most? Would You Waste Time With Lies? Or Would You Risk It All To Tell The Truth? I don't talk about the last night I was raped - in detail often … Continue reading Being Brave Does Me Absolutely No Good, If I Can’t Feed Myself and My Family

781 Blog Posts

It seems strange to be celebrating such an odd number of blog posts. I mean it's not 1000, it's not 500....it's Seven Hundred and Eighty-One. The WORLD was such a DIFFERENT place when I was GROWING up. Now I'm GROWN, and I don't KNOW where I FIT. I'm ONE in EIGHT billion...All of us are … Continue reading 781 Blog Posts

Yeah, It Does, Get Better….I’ve Seen It

“Punishments include such things as flashbacks, flooding of unbearable emotions, painful body memories, flooding of memories in which the survivor perpetrated against others, self-harm, and suicide attempts.”― Alison Miller, Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control For the last month I've been listening to the sounds of my internal "you're a woman it's time to … Continue reading Yeah, It Does, Get Better….I’ve Seen It

Dear Teenagers, Stop Being Assholes to Each Other

When I was sixteen, a crazy bitch held a knife to my neck and literally held me, hostage, for the lunch hour. I was supposed to go to her house for lunch, but instead, she decided she wanted to lecture me on how she was so much better than me. She had another girl there … Continue reading Dear Teenagers, Stop Being Assholes to Each Other