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I Promise Myself Today…
I decided to make a list of promises to myself, a list of sacred oaths to help me keep up with how my body mind and soul are changing on a daily basis. I want to do this because I think it’s important before we make promises to other people, we understand what a promise…
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Bisexuality Fucking Exists. Okay?! Suck it up!
Just hours after coming out as bisexual, Miss Staten Island Madison L’Insalata was banned from participating in the borough’s St. Patrick’s Day Parade. The other night a famous friend of mine, someone I fucking love and adore came out to his friends and family as Bisexual. He’s one of the most famous people on the…
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Hollywood needs to do better
I am so proud of every single Survivor who has come out of their closet and admitted to being sexually abused. I am so proud of all the ones telling their stories, and the ones who are still trying to find the words to describe their experience. Too many of you don’t have the words,…
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The Shadow Men * #TriggerWarning
Before you read this post understand it might be incredibly triggering for you, this is a story of sexual abuse and extreme rape. It’s my story however, and the only way to deal with it, is to get it out, so I have decided to share my true story. It started when I was…
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Toxicity
In yesterday’s post I talked a lot about how I am not subscribing to the teacher of Jealousy anymore. In that I am making a commitment not to subscribe to the idea that just because someone else has something, I should need to want it too. Today I want to talk about all the people…
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Jealousy Can Go Fuck Itself
It’s hard to imagine that anyone could be jealous of me, and yet throughout my life it’s a feeling I’ve experienced a lot. Let’s be honest, I am fucking beautiful. I say this even with all my insecurities and anxieties about my looks. I am still a fucking hottie, and I say that knowing that…
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Yesterday sucked, Today is going to be better
Yesterday I woke up and went through my usual routine of having a smoke and a coffee, before immediately crawling back into bed, to sleep for another hour and a half. I was so exhausted I couldn’t see straight, and I wasn’t interested in being productive even though technically I was. I did the laundry…
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Red Table Talk…Snoop
Dear Snoop….Fuck you gonna demand respect when you refuse to give respect?! Straight up I want a fucking answer, and I know you’re a bad ass gangster and all, I know you command legions of fans and all, but you need to step the fuck back. I know, compared to you I am a nobody,…
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I didn’t choose this reality, I just accept it’s existence.
When I was seven years old, a creepy old man decided to sacrifice my soul to Lucifer in a disgusting sexual ritual that stole my innocence, and broke me into a million pieces. Over the years I have done everything I can to pretend that it didn’t happen only to realize that doesn’t’ change the…
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This is just the beginning
Harvey Weinstein is on his way to jail as I write this. There is a chance he will face anywhere between five and twenty-five years in prison, he might get parole, it depends on what the Judge decides. It hit me today how much victims and survivors are forced to rely on the conscience of…
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I am at a loss
I have never been the kind of person to truly wish harm on other people, I’ve wished people to burn in hell, but I never meant that literally. I am just not a mean person by nature, I don’t go out of my way to hurt people I claim to care about. So maybe that’s…
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You’re Actually NOT worth Less
Baby. Love. Honey. Your life matters. To Me. For years I was a fucking people pleaser. Even when they knew I hated doing it, everyone around me watched as I did what I was told, even if I tried to push back against authority I always did what was expected of me. Eventually, or I…
Loud Mouth Brown Girl 
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