Loud Mouth Brown Girl

When I was seven years old, a creepy old man decided to sacrifice my soul to Lucifer in a disgusting sexual ritual that stole my innocence, and broke me into a million pieces. Over the years I have done everything I can to pretend that it didn’t happen only to realize that doesn’t’ change the…

Harvey Weinstein is on his way to jail as I write this. There is a chance he will face anywhere between five and twenty-five years in prison, he might get parole, it depends on what the Judge decides. It hit me today how much victims and survivors are forced to rely on the conscience of…

Baby. Love. Honey. Your life matters. To Me. For years I was a fucking people pleaser. Even when they knew I hated doing it, everyone around me watched as I did what I was told, even if I tried to push back against authority I always did what was expected of me. Eventually, or I…

Sometimes I wonder genuinely why it is that I am not further ahead in the world than I wish I were, until I realize that I am exactly where I need to be. Two days ago I saw one of the men who was in the room the night I was gang raped. This was…

When I first moved to Surrey, I met a boy who gave me a necklace with a small bird on it. It wasn’t anything special, I am pretty sure he got it at the dollar store, but it meant the world to me. It became the talisman for a love never experienced, a crush I…

When I was about ten or so I had this vision, there is no other word for it. It was of Nazi Germany, and all I could see was this beautiful Creole woman with finger curls on the side of her head. She was wearing a fascinatingly red dress with blink all over it, and…

“Be a lamp unto yourself” – The Buddha when asked by his disciple who would be their teacher after his passing. Our teachers exist to teach us to learn. ~Devon J Hall Teachers come into our lives in a thousand different ways. Think about the way that you interact with the people you come across…

I’ve never felt like this before, I mean sure I’ve always figured that I am a little out of whack with the universe, but in this particular case I feel like I missing out on something, and I am not sure what it is. Until this moment I was specifically quite happy with how my…

So my new furniture came today, three tables, a couch a love seat and a chair and I am really happy with it. I just need to get rid of the old furniture to make room for the new, which I should have done first, but then again what’s life without a little ass backery…

Recently Barnes and Nobel released the story of a plan to change the cover of classic books and novels, to include the more diverse characters. Instead of just pushing artists of Colour, they would rather change the covers of books to convince us the same old racist stories, aren’t actually as racist as they are.…