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Last Joint Down
Everything feels different. I’ve been self isolating for years, but this feels different. The way people are treating each other, the fear, the kindness, the absolute abhorrent disease that is selfishness, all of it just feels so fucking different. The word Pandemic is not a word that gets thrown around often in our society, so…
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I’m not Perfect…I’m Scared Too
This is the calm before the storm, and I am not sure how bad it’s going to get but I know that the only thing to benefit from this global pandemic is nature. People are genuinely afraid right now of how things are going to turn out, and here I am sitting in my apartment…
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You Can’t Play Dumb Anymore
If 2019 was fucking awful for everyone, 2020 is absolutely just flat out weird, and we can’t deny anymore that we are being called to choose our leaders more carefully than ever before. We have the most important and powerful Doctors in the world telling us to stay home and self isolate to help stop…
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Upon this Rock…Corruption
Jesus wanted to build a church to God in a place where he thought all of his students can gather together and share their experiences and what they had learned. Today I found out that a Priest in France got five years of sexual abuse against children. How do five years compare with a lifetime…
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We’re going to be okay
I have been struggling with what to say these last few days, so I decided I guess it was best to say nothing. My life right now feels like that movie where Bill Murray wakes up and every day is the same except for small differences that remind him he has something important to learn.…
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It’s like building a brick wall…one pebble at a time.
That’s what healing from childhood sexual abuse and trauma, domestic abuse and trauma and PTSD is like. It feels like I am building a wall out of brick pebbles one at a time, and every time I get one side of the wall built another part starts to break down and I have to start…
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I wish I could have studied Philosophy
If ever got the opportunity to study anything in University or College I think I would definitely go for philosophy. I spend a great deal of time wondering about the stars and the energy that fills in the parts of the world we can’t see. I spend a great deal of time wondering what the…
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So….if the world ends…
Does that mean I’ve been doing all this internal work for no reason? I am sitting here and I am legitimately watching the world burn, or that’s how it feels and when I say that I mean people are freaking the fuck out. I on the other hand am completely and utterly filled with apathy,…
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Go Have The Fucking Conversation
When you finally decide that you are ready to unpack all the trauma and start making an honest effort to climb out of the closet, you are in fact making a commitment to healing the pain you’re experiencing. It’s not an easy journey and anyone who has had to heal from abuse will tell you…
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Introducing Mary Margret Saint Cloud
Her Royal Highness Mary Magdalene Saint Cloud, if you were ever to meet her, was Canada’s first Black Billion heiress. Born to a Jamaican Father and an English Mother, she inherited the keys to a tunnel known as the Underground Rail Road. A secret series of tunnels running through North America, controlled by the descendants…
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You are Always Beautiful.
I was really beautiful growing up. I know that because that picture you see there is proof. I was a very beautiful child, but I never really thought about how beautiful I was because everyone I knew used to tell me how ugly I was…except for my mom and we all know that never counts.…
Loud Mouth Brown Girl 