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Upon this Rock…Corruption
Jesus wanted to build a church to God in a place where he thought all of his students can gather together and share their experiences and what they had learned. Today I found out that a Priest in France got five years of sexual abuse against children. How do five years compare with a lifetime…
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We’re going to be okay
I have been struggling with what to say these last few days, so I decided I guess it was best to say nothing. My life right now feels like that movie where Bill Murray wakes up and every day is the same except for small differences that remind him he has something important to learn.…
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It’s like building a brick wall…one pebble at a time.
That’s what healing from childhood sexual abuse and trauma, domestic abuse and trauma and PTSD is like. It feels like I am building a wall out of brick pebbles one at a time, and every time I get one side of the wall built another part starts to break down and I have to start…
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I wish I could have studied Philosophy
If ever got the opportunity to study anything in University or College I think I would definitely go for philosophy. I spend a great deal of time wondering about the stars and the energy that fills in the parts of the world we can’t see. I spend a great deal of time wondering what the…
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So….if the world ends…
Does that mean I’ve been doing all this internal work for no reason? I am sitting here and I am legitimately watching the world burn, or that’s how it feels and when I say that I mean people are freaking the fuck out. I on the other hand am completely and utterly filled with apathy,…
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Go Have The Fucking Conversation
When you finally decide that you are ready to unpack all the trauma and start making an honest effort to climb out of the closet, you are in fact making a commitment to healing the pain you’re experiencing. It’s not an easy journey and anyone who has had to heal from abuse will tell you…
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Introducing Mary Margret Saint Cloud
Her Royal Highness Mary Magdalene Saint Cloud, if you were ever to meet her, was Canada’s first Black Billion heiress. Born to a Jamaican Father and an English Mother, she inherited the keys to a tunnel known as the Underground Rail Road. A secret series of tunnels running through North America, controlled by the descendants…
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You are Always Beautiful.
I was really beautiful growing up. I know that because that picture you see there is proof. I was a very beautiful child, but I never really thought about how beautiful I was because everyone I knew used to tell me how ugly I was…except for my mom and we all know that never counts.…
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Sometimes You Just Gotta Laugh
Man. My younger self is a fucking moron. My current self isn’t much better. I’m sitting here worrying that at any moment someone might kick in my door, so what do I do? I put my fucking headphones in and crank the music to terrible decibels, because why the fuck should I not enjoy my…
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Finding Love
I am genuinely in love with this person that I am becoming. She is strong and powerful, she is beautiful and courageous and she doesn’t care what other people think about her body. She is the me that I have always wanted to be, but didn’t know how to become. Yesterday I read a post…
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Trust in God
I am genuinely trying to trust in God….and that’s coming from someone who believes absolutely that God exists. I just don’t understand my life, and while I know that my choices are the reason that I am where I am, I don’t quite understand what the point of this is. My mom told me that…
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There is so much more of me now…
I can feel that to my core, that phrase. So much more to who I am today than ever before. I am officially a published writer, okay granted Buy Me A Coffee isn’t the Publishing House I imagined I’d be writing for when I was a child. But no one gets it right the first…
Loud Mouth Brown Girl 