Yay for new furniture

IMG_20200211_110432 So my new furniture came today, three tables, a couch a love seat and a chair and I am really happy with it. I just need to get rid of the old furniture to make room for the new, which I should have done first, but then again what’s life without a little ass backery once in awhile?

Cleaning for me is incredibly stressful, I don’t know why but I have a serious problem. I get super lazy, and then when it comes time to clean I get completely overwhelmed. I think it’s the repetition. Once I clean something I expect, wrongly, that it is going to stay clean and then when it doesn’t, enter the overwhelming feeling of “I can’t do this.”

However that being said I spent the last two days helping my mom organize and clean up some of the mess, and we got quite a bit done which is why I didn’t have blog posts ready for yesterday or today, but I am happy with the end result. There will be more to come as spring rolls into the timeline, and I am excited to see my home become a sanctuary again like it used to be.

There was a time when I loved cleaning, when it brought a release to me, and I am not entirely sure what happened – I think honestly, and strangely it has to do with the time I miscarried. I think there is something about “letting go” of the past that brings a stress out in me that I am not comfortable dealing with. But I’m not a shrink so who knows.

My new furniture is here, my living room is clean and organized and I am happy. That’s all I have today.

Sending all my love,

Devon J Hall

Author: Devon J Hall

Devon J Hall is a thirty-eight-year-old Writer and Author from Surrey, British Columbia by way of Calgary Alberta. She lives with three cats, one mother, and is addicted to coffee, cigarettes, and weed, not necessarily in that order.

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