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I was a follower…
For a lot of years I was the person who just went with the flow. Whatever came my way I dealt with, in the moment instead of seriously thinking about the consequences of my actions. I once told a friend I was going to call social services on her, because I wanted to end a…
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Yes, it is about Lizzo’s weight and you need to get off her ass.
Several years ago I was gang raped, and I remember making a list that night of all the things I would do if I got out of that situation alive. I decided one of my major things was that I was going to get fat, largely because during that period in my life I had…
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Stop that negative talk
Arrogance comes from believing that you are better than others, I used to wonder where that arrogance comes from in some people, and I realized recently it comes from being taught that you are better, that you deserve better. Some people take it a little too far, while too many others have zero self confidence…
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Siddha and Alex: Hawaii
They stood on the edge of a cliff, gazing out at the stunning Hawaiian vistas. “Are you sure you wouldn’t rather go surfing?” Alexander asked quietly as he gazed at the caramel colored Creole girl standing next to him. She wore white shorts that deliberately covered her ass and ended at the knee in a…
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Opening the Heart Chakra
dedicated to @Que_Hill this post is all about meditation and opening up your heart chakra.
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White Coded people need to stop talking about the experiences of People of Color.
Yeah yeah I know I said I was going to take a break, but I got pissed off and now I have something to say. I once ended a friendship, tenuous one at best but still, because the woman on the other side of the friendship called herself a person of colour because she is…
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Taking a break
I am completely uninspired to write these days. I am posting substandard content on this blog because I am so utterly focused on the numbers, that I just want to make sure I have content for you guys. The thing is, that I am not getting paid to provide this content, I am doing it…
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You don’t need music, you are the music
When I meditate, a lot of stuff comes out that I just flat out don’t want to deal with. Like the question of relationships. I decided a long time ago, like when I was five, I didn’t want them. I wanted to be left the hell alone to develop naturally, but as we all know,…
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So here it is…
I have been debating whether or not to detail my sexual assault experiences here on the blog, and the reason that I haven’t is because I don’t want this to turn into some kind of sick play ground for grown ass men who get off on that. It’s enough that I know I was raped…
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Another Murder in Surrey, BC.
She was just another girl, another Brown girl like any other. Tossed in a ditch and left to rot, what was left of her was found by Siddha Lee Saint James on a walk through the woods. She had planned the entire day, errands done in the morning, she would spend the lovely July afternoon…
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I had grande plans for this website…
I wanted to do a huge party and have a genuine launch, I wanted everyone to know that the reason I am the Loud Mouth Brown Girl was because I was arrested for having a panic attack on an air plane. I wanted the world to know that I am dealing with mental health issues,…
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#AfterAbuseChat: What have you learned since acknowledging your abuse?
I’ve been thinking a lot about this year, I’ve learned a lot about myself since acknowledging the memories that have haunted me most of my life. First of all I am tenacious as hell, but I am also afraid of a lot of things that I shouldn’t have to be afraid of. Like men, I…
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