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In this place of healing…
I am in this place of pure undiluted contentment, which is funny because I am totally broke and I have nothing particularly amazing going on in my life. I am a broke ass writer, who should be freaking out that life isn’t going my way, except that life is going my way and I am…
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Five minutes a day…
So today I had to see my Psychiatrist, and my mother at the same time. I’ll let that sink in. My Psychiatrist who thinks that my memories are made up, and My Mother. That’s right. I survived, barely but I admit I also opened up today in ways I haven’t in the past with both…
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Timing is everything…and right now the time tells me I’m too sad to write fiction
I am continuously struck by fortuitous timing, and the fact that I wrote a fictional post, and yet I can’t seem to come up with a single word that will point me in the direction of chapter two. The fictional post is supposed to be the first chapter of my new novel, Angel’s Fall, and…
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Does Anyone Fucking Care?
For the first time ever, I approached someone I admire and asked permission to talk about this particular Hash tag that took over twitter this past week. Someone I admire very much named @ProfaneFeminist on Twitter started this hash tag when her cousin was murdered by a male partner. Murdered because she wanted out. Within…
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I was a follower…
For a lot of years I was the person who just went with the flow. Whatever came my way I dealt with, in the moment instead of seriously thinking about the consequences of my actions. I once told a friend I was going to call social services on her, because I wanted to end a…
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Yes, it is about Lizzo’s weight and you need to get off her ass.
Several years ago I was gang raped, and I remember making a list that night of all the things I would do if I got out of that situation alive. I decided one of my major things was that I was going to get fat, largely because during that period in my life I had…
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Stop that negative talk
Arrogance comes from believing that you are better than others, I used to wonder where that arrogance comes from in some people, and I realized recently it comes from being taught that you are better, that you deserve better. Some people take it a little too far, while too many others have zero self confidence…
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Siddha and Alex: Hawaii
They stood on the edge of a cliff, gazing out at the stunning Hawaiian vistas. “Are you sure you wouldn’t rather go surfing?” Alexander asked quietly as he gazed at the caramel colored Creole girl standing next to him. She wore white shorts that deliberately covered her ass and ended at the knee in a…
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Opening the Heart Chakra
dedicated to @Que_Hill this post is all about meditation and opening up your heart chakra.
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White Coded people need to stop talking about the experiences of People of Color.
Yeah yeah I know I said I was going to take a break, but I got pissed off and now I have something to say. I once ended a friendship, tenuous one at best but still, because the woman on the other side of the friendship called herself a person of colour because she is…
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Taking a break
I am completely uninspired to write these days. I am posting substandard content on this blog because I am so utterly focused on the numbers, that I just want to make sure I have content for you guys. The thing is, that I am not getting paid to provide this content, I am doing it…
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You don’t need music, you are the music
When I meditate, a lot of stuff comes out that I just flat out don’t want to deal with. Like the question of relationships. I decided a long time ago, like when I was five, I didn’t want them. I wanted to be left the hell alone to develop naturally, but as we all know,…
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