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Today is my day…
My Psychiatrist says that I am schizophrenic, that I show symptoms of dillusions, and that my memories of being raped are made up dillusions. He has given no further explanation than this, and when I press it, he doesn’t really give me an answer. I know it’s time to get a new doctor but because…
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Random Words
Listen here and listen now all who hear the call of the whispered one who bows Soulmates are we now as then All those who came before the fall When one is in need so planted is the seed Stand tall and take a bow for refusing to fall down To all those who slipped…
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The Devil is a Woman and she’s not done yet.
It’s so funny, because I am Brown, but I am not “Indian’ Brown, and those are two different kinds of brown. I’m English, Irish, Scottish, Jamaican and Gypsy, I don’t have the rich history and culture in one family strain. Our family is made up of many different cultures, where as when you are Indian,…
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I kind of forgot what kind of Witch I am
When ever you tell anyone you’re a Witch, the first question is always “are you a good Witch or a bad Witch?” which is the dumbest fucking question, because that’s like asking what kind of Christian someone is, or what kind of Buddhist. “Are you a fucking asshole?” would be a much more appropriate question.…
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If I can’t call you Whitey, You can’t Use the N Word
After I was raped, at sixteen – one of many times, I might add – I went to a friend for support. Knocking on the door I expected to be allowed to see her, only to be told that I was no longer allowed to see her. As I was walking down the steps, I…
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I played with my cunt again…
I don’t do this often, any more, if at all because it feels wrong after being sexually abused. It was something I just felt I had to do because I was tired of hearing the voices of pain and suffering from my past self, which is something I hear often whenever I have an episode.…
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Love The Skin That You Are In
I love this. With my heart and my soul.
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Now I get it
There is a responsibility that comes with being abused, and reporting that abuse to any kind of authority figure. I learned this yesterday when I was talking about the things I have been through, with a counselor whose helping me go through the process of applying for counselling. I learned that, statistically speaking I should…
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#AfterAbuseChat Starting November 7th 2019
I’m excited to announce a brand new chat that revolves around healing from Sexual Abuse and Trauma. I am excited because I reached out to my sister loud girl Heather, who like me understands the pain of gang rape and she has agreed to support me in helping to host these weekly chats. I’m also…
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When was the last time you talked about it?
This post is dedicated to @strikeoutss and @GillianMKendall for inspiring me to ask the question “How are you doing?, When was the last time you talked about it?” I just ran into a neighbor and by coincidence, I happened to ask about her grandson and his wheelchair. She told me the story and while I…
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Is it really that unusual?
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, and promoting and planning a new chat with my friend Heather that we’re calling #AfterAbuseChat. I’ve been thinking about all of the things that come with healing, in general not just from abuse. It occurred to me, that when you break a bone it takes time to heal.…
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To the girls in the hood
You’re not a Thug’s bitch. You are not less because you have a vagina. Please stop hiding his dope in your fucking bra’s. Drugs don’t belong there, neither do his hands while all his friends watch. You matter more than how much time he will get if he’s caught with his drugs because he’s a…
Loud Mouth Brown Girl 
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