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So here it is…
I have been debating whether or not to detail my sexual assault experiences here on the blog, and the reason that I haven’t is because I don’t want this to turn into some kind of sick play ground for grown ass men who get off on that. It’s enough that I know I was raped…
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Another Murder in Surrey, BC.
She was just another girl, another Brown girl like any other. Tossed in a ditch and left to rot, what was left of her was found by Siddha Lee Saint James on a walk through the woods. She had planned the entire day, errands done in the morning, she would spend the lovely July afternoon…
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I had grande plans for this website…
I wanted to do a huge party and have a genuine launch, I wanted everyone to know that the reason I am the Loud Mouth Brown Girl was because I was arrested for having a panic attack on an air plane. I wanted the world to know that I am dealing with mental health issues,…
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#AfterAbuseChat: What have you learned since acknowledging your abuse?
I’ve been thinking a lot about this year, I’ve learned a lot about myself since acknowledging the memories that have haunted me most of my life. First of all I am tenacious as hell, but I am also afraid of a lot of things that I shouldn’t have to be afraid of. Like men, I…
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Dear T.I….You’re doing it wrong.
I really respected you, I even liked your music. I like the way you talk to kids about gang violence and reach out into your community to give back, but when it comes to your daughter you’re fucking up in all the wrong ways. You’ve already made it clear that you value your son’s privacy…
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I don’t need your sympathy, but empathy…well that is a different story.
When I look back at my life, I can very clearly see a girl who should by all reason, not have survived being a victim of early childhood sexual abuse. I was passed around from one pedophile to another, some gentle some not so much so, by men who should have stood up for me…
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My existence is starting to feel whole
I’ve been struggling to figure out what to write about until I realized, that my existence feels whole today. My belly is filled with yummy beef jerky and coffee – an almost disgusting enough combination to work, my home is warm and filled with the sweet scent of candle and incense, and my heart is…
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First ever #AfterAbuseChat
I came up with this idea one night when the character voices in my head wouldn’t shut up and I was high thinking of things I could do, to heal from all this darkness. I kept hearing it play over and over again, and so the next day I asked my friend Heather from Twitter…
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My humanity is at risk….and so is yours.
https://twitter.com/i/status/1192014056007356417 So I saw this video yesterday and it occurred to me…my humanity is under attack. It occurred to me in such a profound way that I cried until one am, not just for the things that I experienced as a child, but because the things I experienced as a teenager and young adult should…
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Toying with ideas
I’ve been toying with the idea of going back to school – that’s an inevitability, because everything I know about the industries I am interested in, are things I learned when I was a volunteer and subsequent employee of my last real workplace. I am no where near ready to go back into the work…
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Emerging Blogger Series: Kacha
Emerging mental health blogger Kacha for Food.for.thoughts writes about experiencing loneliness and social disconnection. Source: Emerging Blogger Series: Kacha
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My Body Remembers
Originally posted on Brave & Reckless: Originally published on Blood Into Ink my body remembers what my mind tries to forget why don’t you drive? an innocent question unexpectedly the key to locked door of memory teenager without a license forced to accept a ride I did not want my body remembers idling in the…

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