• Let’s Talk About Cops And Mental Health

    I wanted to talk about “my” mental health today, but this came across my screen, and it’s so much fucking cooler than bitching about my mental health, that I decided to switch gears. When we’re talking mental health issues and police, we’re talking about situations that can involve any of the following: Behavioral issues weapons…

  • I See You There, Trying To Save Me, But I need You To Let Me Fall

    In my life there are hundreds of people, from around the world, in different industries, in different economic backgrounds, that are hoping that I survive these mental health issues that are trying to kill me. This is a catch 22 for me, because on one hand it feels really good to be loved, but on…

  • “Joe Rogan Says Giving Into The Woke Mob Will Result In ‘Straight White Men’ Not Being Allowed To Talk”

    THIS POST HAS A HIGH TRIGGER WARNING FOR CONVERSATIONS ABOUT SEVERE SEXUAL ABUSE Joe Rogan Says Giving Into The Woke Mob Will Result In ‘Straight White Men’ Not Being Allowed To Talk DAVID HOOKSTEADSPORTS AND ENTERTAINMENT EDITORMay 17, 20215:59 AM Daily Caller Heh. Good. If you’re interested in reading the article, you can click here,…

  • 2021-2022 Goals for Loud Mouth Brown Girl

    I thought about writing another post about how hard life is, but then I remembered that I want to push forward, so I decided I didn’t want to focus on trauma today. That’s a huge decision for me, because it’s not one I make easily, it’s certainly not one that I make a lot, since…

  • If You’re Feeling Depressed…Change Your Enviroment

    When I say “change your environment,” I don’t necessarily mean change the location, although a trip to Fuck Off Island, would be AMAZING, (ahem), but what I mean is change up your environment by changing the elements within your environment. Today is a day that I plan to get as much done as I can,…

  • The War Between Good And Evil Has Evolved, But It’s Still Just A War Between Good And Evil

    I’ve been thinking a lot about the garden of Eden recently, about Adam, Eve, and the desire to be more than what you’re told you can be. If it hadn’t been for Eve eating an apple, we as humans are supposed to believe, that we wouldn’t be where we are today. Everything in the Universe…

  • I Am Ready For The Next Step…I Know What It Is…My Bags Are Packed…Let’s Go!

    In my former life I worked at a church where part of my job duties were to help find recovery homes for people who wanted to get off the hard drugs. Meth, Crack, Heroine, were the big three, with Fentynol being in the close fourth. Yesterday my mom was telling me she met a nurse…

  • Why Does It Have To Always Be You?

    I’ve been asking this question of myself for years. Why did it have to be me that got raped and tortured and branded? Why did it have to be me that got abused and kidnapped, neglected and scarred? Because if not me, who else? I’ve been asking myself this question a lot lately, not the…

  • You Are Still A Mother…You Still Carried A Child

    Years ago I lost a child. I don’t talk about this often, and I am not going to share the details now. I will say that I struggle with the fact that my life is what it is, without a child, and I wonder what it would be like if I’d given birth…if I had…

  • Ghosting: The Ultimate Response To Choosing Not To Deal With Your Feelings

    Why is it so difficult to tell someone you aren’t interested in them? I’ve had it happen to me more than once, and yeah it hurt, but I grew up, I got over it, and I moved on. I will say that I appreciated the honesty, even if it stung, much more than I would…

  • There Are More People Suffering From Mental Health Issues Now Than Ever Before…And I’m Genuinely Afraid

    I was thinking about all of the people who are working during the pandemic. I am thinking about all those anti-maskers who are opening their businesses and perpetuating the lie that covid is in fact a myth. I am also thinking about the pressure they must be under. I am talking about Teachers, Nurses, Doctors,…

  • I Probably Won’t Behave

    So this week for my #LostLoveDiaries series I talked a lot about the things that I am celebrating, and I haven’t really taken time to do that. Even when I wrote my book it wasn’t a big deal to anyone in my life – people saw that it was un-edited and figured that it wasn’t…