Sex has always been a huge part of my life. Specifically violent abusive sex, commonly referred to as “rape”. When I was growing up in Calgary, as a Catholic, I was taught that sex was supposed to be saved until after marriage. Being that I spent so much […]
It’s hard to imagine that anyone could be jealous of me, and yet throughout my life it’s a feeling I’ve experienced a lot. Let’s be honest, I am fucking beautiful. I say this even with all my insecurities and anxieties about my looks. I am still a fucking […]
I was gang raped in the year of 2016. You know this if you’ve been reading this blog as long as I’ve been writing it. It wasn’t the first time I was gang raped, but it was most certainly the last. Every night I go to bed terrified […]
Every time I deliver a package of love letters to a new place, I have to explain why I write them. It usually starts with…”awhile ago I was gang raped…it’s my way of undoing some of the damage.” I am not sure the letters are having the intended […]
This post is dedicated to @WordsBySC who sent this beautiful tweet as I was writing this post. And @pinklady_ktown who taught me how to find a new version of my dance/voice/song. For months now I’ve been struggling to tell the story of Siddha Lee Saint James, the fictional character that […]
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