When I was about five or six years old, I heard this song for the very first time. I played it over and over again on a machine called a tape deck, and I got away with playing it at least four times before my mom realized what […]
I am scared. Every single day. Years ago a young woman who had been in love with a gangster that is quite famous in my hometown, died via overdose in a hotel room, while the love of her life sat in prison for a crime he apparently committed. […]
Sex has always been a huge part of my life. Specifically violent abusive sex, commonly referred to as “rape”. When I was growing up in Calgary, as a Catholic, I was taught that sex was supposed to be saved until after marriage. Being that I spent so much […]
It’s hard to imagine that anyone could be jealous of me, and yet throughout my life it’s a feeling I’ve experienced a lot. Let’s be honest, I am fucking beautiful. I say this even with all my insecurities and anxieties about my looks. I am still a fucking […]
I was gang raped in the year of 2016. You know this if you’ve been reading this blog as long as I’ve been writing it. It wasn’t the first time I was gang raped, but it was most certainly the last. Every night I go to bed terrified […]
