Dreams & Nightmares, featured, friendship, Herstory, Marijuana, Saint Mary Jane, Soulful Sunday, Spirituality, SpotLight, Survivors Connection, Women, Women in Cannibus, Written while Stoned

38 Years Alive On This Planet Is a Miracle For Some People….Especially Me

Alright, by now you know the story of my existence, you know why it is that I am here, and you know why I continue to track my progress on this blog. What you don't know is that on my 21st birthday, I felt genuine surprise for the first time in my life, over the… Continue reading 38 Years Alive On This Planet Is a Miracle For Some People….Especially Me

Abuse, addiction, advice, Art, self advice, Self Love Diaries, Spirituality, Written while Stoned

Art Is The Foundation of My Sanity

Years ago a former friend that I have 0 interest in having in my life again, told me that I wasn't an artist. I don't know if he was trying to be mean, but I do know that it hit a note inside of me that never quite sat well. For years I have been… Continue reading Art Is The Foundation of My Sanity

Abuse, anniversary, Common Sense, Dreams & Nightmares, featured, Hard Truth, Herstory, Letters, Letters from Big, Letters from Siddha, MentalHealth, Message from Little, My Sisters Keeper, Self Love Diaries, Spirituality, SpotLight, Women, Written while Stoned

I’m Only The Villain In Your Story, Because I Survived You

TRIGGER WARNING: Please practice self care before, during, and after reading this post. This post is a direct message to the men who abused me, and others, from here at home, and around the world. In discussing how I feel about their behavior, and their attitude towards their choices of what they did to me,… Continue reading I’m Only The Villain In Your Story, Because I Survived You

Abuse, addiction, Cannabis, Dreams & Nightmares, Letters, Letters from Big, MentalHealth, Message from Little, Personal, self advice, Self Harm, Self Love Diaries, Soulful Sunday, Spirituality, Women, Written while Stoned

Please Just Kill Me…

I've been thinking about death a lot lately. Mostly because of the fact that I am presented with stories of death every single day and I have been since the pandemic was announced last March. It's not just deaths from the pandemic, it's cops killing innocent people, it's children killing children, there is death all… Continue reading Please Just Kill Me…

Abuse, My Sisters Keeper, Personal, Race, Racism, Random Thoughts, Rant, Self Harm, Self Love Diaries, Spirituality, Uncomfortable, Women

I Am Not Your Sacrifice

I've been thinking a lot about my past lately, I can't seem to help it. It feels often like my past has a vice grip on my right ankle specifically, and refuses to let go, and I know that many of you out there can understand how that feels. There are a lot of people… Continue reading I Am Not Your Sacrifice