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Get Out Of My Way
I grew up in a house where telling a woman what to eat would get you dead.— The Other Jane (@OrphanageRules) May 3, 2020 WARNING: THIS POST MAY TRIGGER SOME PEOPLE DUE TO THIS BEING ABOUT RAPE AND SEXUAL ABUSE. PLEASE READ WITH ALL THE CAUTIONS. I did not grow up in such a house.…
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My Bad Mood Is Not Your Fault
Yesterday my mom started asking me about what happened when I was sixteen. We’re trying to get counselling for me, but we have to prove that what I say actually happened before the BC Government will pay for my counselling. Unfortunately there is no proof, and thus I do not qualify for funded counselling. So…
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Fear in Isolation
Once upon a time I had this dream that I was building a sanctuary somewhere in the middle of the woods. I spent a great deal of time building this sanctuary, there were four giant square pillars of wood that I wrapped in bright shiny material to represent the four corners; Earth Air Fire and…
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Art Imitating Life Imitating Art
That is what is happening right now. I am looking at the world through my computer screen and television and everything is so fucking surreal. Back in 2003 a disorganized group of human beings around the world started referring to themselves as Anonymous, they donned masks and they marched in the streets across the globe,…
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New Project Launch
So I am doing what’s called a “soft” launch, essentially I am telling you it exists, but I am not really actively promoting it yet. I am working on another blog…if you will I am having a blog affair, with a project called Lumiere Magazine, or Light Magazine. It’s all written by fictional characters, but…
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Who Are You Trying To Be?
Have you ever asked yourself that question? It’s something that I am starting to ask myself. Beyond drowning my lungs in coffee and cigarettes, I don’t really know how to heal from sexual abuse. I am learning that talking it out here on the blog sure, that helps, reaching out to others helps. I am…
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Please, And I Can’t Stress This Enough…Do Not Inject Yourself With Lysol
I don’t understand people who support and believe in Donald Trump. I can’t comprehend what you’re thinking when you support a person who even sarcastically suggests that you inject Lysol into your fucking veins. Inevitably there is going to be that person who actually tries it out of desperation, already people in Maryland are wondering…
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Holy Hell…I’ve Gotten So Much Work Done…
I have always intended for this website to be a catalog of my writing. I wanted to create a digital work book of the book that’s in my head. Part of me figured it would help me finally write the book and partially because I thought it would be cool to see the book come…
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“The Blacks” Want You To Watch Your Fucking Mouth
Yo, Whitey, hey White Guy, how the fuck does that feel? I swear to God I am going to start addressing white people by these terms, in public, just so y’all get it. We’re not a rock band, we’re not animals, we are not just a color, we are people…when you refer to us refer…
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This Too Shall Pass
I was listening to a playlist called “Harvey Specter’s Music Collection” which is a series of videos with jazz music when I heard this and it totally struck me that this is my theme song. I am not the same person I was when I was raped in twenty-sixteen, by the same guys who rape…
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I Wish I Could Explain Why I Did It
But the sad truth is I don’t want to talk to close personal friends about what happened to me, that’s why I don’t have any left. I tried to tell someone, one person, what happened to me, in a moment of weakness I broke down and I let him see the worst of me. For…
Loud Mouth Brown Girl 
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