• It’s Been a Minute

    I know that as a “Professional Content Creator” or whatever, I should be updating my blog every single day, but I just don’t have the energy for that, and so sometimes I need to take a break. I’ve been focusing on my fiction blog recently actually, I completely tore it down, and rebuilt it from…

  • Sometimes It Takes A Little While To Wake Up And Become Me Again

    I have nightmares. I hear his voice, the man who was in charge, no not Rainiere, someone else. The man who stayed when Rainiere left me in his control, he was violent and vicious and everything definitive of the word “evil.” He did things to my body that no human could have come up with…

  • “I’m Looking For A Guest Who Thinks That Trump Was Sent By God.”

    I saw this in a Facebook group, written by a man who wanted to talk to someone that believes that Donald Trump was sent by God and my first question was “why?” but instead of saying that I said “I….am so not your person.” A tentative agreement to have me on the show later, (I’m…

  • It’s The Christmas Season

    I swore I wouldn’t write a post about this holiday season because I am not a fan. In years past Christmas has always been a work holiday. Last year was the first year my mom had made Christmas dinner since I was fourteen, and that’s because every Christmas my family would gather at the Church…

  • I’m No Cannabis Expert, But I Have Some Thoughts As A Mixed Race Black Woman That Might Be Important To The Conversation

    Did y’all know that I don’t drink? I mean given that we’re in the middle of a pandemic, who would blame me if I found myself diluting my braincells with the majick liquid that is alcohol to deal with the nearly daily panic attacks that come from spending every day of my life alone. No,…

  • A Change Gonna Come

    This post is dedicated to Trish Ahjel Roberts, who inspired it with her weekly email. In this email, Trish makes it clear that no matter what we do to try and prevent change from affecting our lives, it is always going to affect our lives. I’ve been struggling a lot internally lately, because I am…

  • Another Fatal Shooting in #SurreyBC, Without An End In Sight

    Another fatal shooting, another young man murdered in cold blood while neighbors and witnesses watch in horror. It feels like this is a never ending problem, and I am curious as to how long we can keep pretending that we don’t have a gun problem in this town, and nothing seems to get done about…

  • I Am Stumbling And Falling Into Doing All The Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do

    When was the last time you said “I need…” ? when was the last time you said to yourself, “I need a break” and then actually took a break? Sometimes we get so caught up in what we think we need to do, that we forget what we actually need to do. Recently I have…

  • What The Heck Is My Life? Because Y’all…I Think This is Happiness

    So I woke up pretty grateful today, and I decided to capitalize on that feeling by putting myself out there and approached a few podcast shows for a chance to appear on them. Right now I am doing my own publicity, and even though I actually know a publicist that wants me to hire her,…

  • This is a Letter To My Abusers…Trigger Warning HIGH Level

    Cops and Doctors have one thing in common, and that’s that they all say “When you stop caring, you stop doing your job.” It basically means when you stop giving a fuck about all the bad stuff, you start becoming useless to those that need you. One of my rapists is absolutely convinced that I…

  • Stay Humble…Remember Where You Started

    A good deal of this website, is dedicated solely to making sure that I never forget where I started, because I intend to be insanely productively famous, on my own merit. It’s not necessarily “fame” that I want, it’s the opportunities that come with brand recognition that I am looking for, and while I’ve said…

  • Confession: I Believe There Are More Psychics in Hollywood Then Not

    I’ve been thinking about this for years, and I think that there are millions of hidden psychics who use their gifts to tell stories about shit they’ve seen, so as not to be seen as completely crazy. Today scientists discovered that they can splice monkey brains with human brain cells to make monkeys both more…