• Cannabis Science Vs Cannabis Culture, Which is More Important? #TriggerWarning For the Entire #CannabisCommunity

    The first post on this website was about Black women around the world who had done amazing things, like the first Black woman in the world to create the world’s first legit Security System. There is very little talk about Cannabis on this site before then, because most of the posts that were written back…

  • Adam and Eve Vs Adam and Steve

    You know what has always bothered me about my life? It’s the number of times that men have blamed me for the shit that has gone wrong in their life. The number of times that I have been raped, because something went wrong in a guy’s life, and he was like “let me just go…

  • 8 Minutes Until My Future Begins…This Is Me Closing A Door For Ever

    Okay so someone, a friend, and an amazing Human Angel rose up the other day and offered to pay for this Certified Cannabis Educators Class that I want to take. It’s going to teach me what I need to know to begin my journey WORKING in the Cannabis Industry, and from there…who knows what is…

  • Surrey…Its Time To Clean Up Your Shit

    Okay so this weekend I kinda just hung around the house and listened to the universe talk and decided to check out on all news but its Monday morning, and I decided to check the news. On Sunday local reporter Bhinder Sajan posted this article about a Grandmother who was out with her grandchildren and…

  • 38 Years Alive On This Planet Is a Miracle For Some People….Especially Me

    Alright, by now you know the story of my existence, you know why it is that I am here, and you know why I continue to track my progress on this blog. What you don’t know is that on my 21st birthday, I felt genuine surprise for the first time in my life, over the…

  • Good Morning World, How Are You Today?

    I really don’t know what to say, yesterday was super fucking difficult. Like one day I’m doing okay and the next day I am dragged back into the pit of the dark room where I was kept, and abused and I come back to myself, so to speak, and I am supposed to just….be okay.…

  • I’m Sharing A Dream…So Please Don’t Tear It To Pieces

    So I am going to go back to school. It’s something that I’ve wanted to do forever but because of my mental health issues, and my disability status, I’ve been afraid to try. I have gotten comfortable in what is easy, because for sooo long, life was unimaginably hard. Today I want to curl up…

  • Money Doesn’t Guarantee Freedom

    I’ve been thinking a lot about Britney Spears lately and I haven’t said anything, because honestly who the fuck am I to judge that woman? Like seriously? Like her I had very public meltdowns, I got arrested for having a panic attack, and yeah I even shaved my damned head, none of that worked to…

  • THE OLYMPICS ARE NOT SEX GAMES

    I am so fucking tired of men. I talked about this yesterday in my post about my anger, and I am no less angry as I write this post ten minutes after I wrote yesterdays. Here’s the headline folks: Norwegian women’s beach handball team fined for not playing in bikinis: While male players are allowed…

  • I’m A Survivor…A Hero….A Warrior…So Where Are My Battle Medals? #TriggerWarning

    TRIGGER AND CONTENT WARNING: This post details experiences with rape, torture, child sexual abuse and life long trauma. Please read with caution, and practice self care before, during, and after, reading this piece. Thank You. I am really angry. Like all the time, this is a relatively new acknowledgement, even though I’ve been aware of…

  • Oh My God…If You Can…Sleep In…No Excuses

    Okay so we all know I have been working super hard this year and last on this blog and on my mental health, we also know that I am the one CONSTANTLY telling y’all to take time for yourself and relax. I know that it is absolutely imperative for our mental health for us to…

  • Dear Mental Health Professionals: Please Stop Making Me Do The Hard Work For YOU, It’s Time For Us To Learn To Work TOGETHER. #TriggerWarning

    For those of us who seek help from mental health “professionals,” it can be incredibly difficult to deal with our own emotions, and then have to explain those emotions to those who call themselves professionals, AND THEEEEN, make our mental health professionals feel comfortable around our emotional spectrums and waves. When we go to seek…