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Envision The Vision: SOMEtimes You gotta Get Creative With Your Future So Your Past Can Be Inspired, By Devon J Hall

I decided to get a bit inventive today and I wrote myself a letter, from my future, how cool is that?! Talk about manifesting dreams and futures. Check out what my future self had to say to my current self in the post below. TOO Many Times I was left BEHIND Walking With People Who… Continue reading Envision The Vision: SOMEtimes You gotta Get Creative With Your Future So Your Past Can Be Inspired, By Devon J Hall

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Speak it into Existence: My 2020 thank you to the readers

Me at thirteen right after the BSB concert When I was a little girl, I wanted to be a model. I thought modeling would catapult me to fame and fortune, and I figured if I could make it as a model, then I could do anything in the world. I wanted to be a model… Continue reading Speak it into Existence: My 2020 thank you to the readers

Hard Truth, Herstory, Letter to my Future Children, Letters, Letters from Big, LGBTQ2+, Written while Stoned

I Have Nothing Left To Live For….He/She/They/Them Said….They Were Wrong

Trigger warning, this is going to be some tough realities about suicide, so prepare yourselves. Tonight I was playing my favorite soon to be deleted Facebook game on Facebook, and I heard this thought, "I have nothing left to live for." Here's the thing, this wasn't my thought, it was just a thought I had,… Continue reading I Have Nothing Left To Live For….He/She/They/Them Said….They Were Wrong

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Life Is A Series Of Never Ending Tests

I am binge watching Lost Girl right now, not really in the right order, just whatever episodes happen to be on my DVR right now. Because I have been watching so many episodes back to back, I am starting to realize that during the entire series run, Bo has never had any "downtime". She's always… Continue reading Life Is A Series Of Never Ending Tests

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Have You Ever Seen The End Of A Rainbow?

I've never seen the end of a rainbow, whenever I have seen them, they stretch for miles across city and mountain to create a reflection of light, usually on days when I am not feeling so great. I almost always see rainbows on days when I have gotten through an episode of not feeling so… Continue reading Have You Ever Seen The End Of A Rainbow?