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  • Do You Know How Much You Matter?

    I will never forget laying on my bed in Riverview Mental Institution. I was there for the BC Children’s Hospital assessment program. At least that is what I was told. I was there because the Doctor’s in BC wanted to find out what was wrong with me, specifically Dr. Golden who many years later was…

  • The Universe Is Testing Your Resolve

    I said this to someone today, and what I mean by that, is the Universe is fucking testing your resolve. That’s why everything seems so tough right now. That’s why you’re being pushed and challenged by people you loved. It’s why you feel yourself pulling away from people, places, and things that you used to…

  • Do You Ever Think You Suck As A Writer?

    Growing up I wanted to be a Lawyer, a Teacher and an Astronaut. The thing that all three of these things have in common is that they are all things people told me that I would never be. No one ever had the guts to tell me that I wasn’t going to be a writer…

  • It’s Not Over…

    The healing process after sexual abuse is never ending. I always think there is going to be a special day when the memories stop affecting me, but that’s just not the reality. The trauma that affects my mental health can be debilitating. If I am being completely honest, I have spent most of the last…

  • Sunday Thought Share

    I hate Nazi’s. Much like Oprah, I think the world would be better off if they were all dead. In my fantasy’s at the end of Endgame, not only does Tony Stark get rid of Thanos, he gets rid of anyone and everyone who thinks like him. In my version of the ending of that…

  • Sometimes, You Just Have To Burp

    Have you ever burped so hard and although you might be embarrassed, you also just feel fucking good after? Yeah, that. That’s what happens when you let go of the bullshit. There was once this girl, who thought I wanted her boyfriend, who kissed me at an after hours party. Just to be clear, you…

  • I Really Need To Learn To Stand Up For Myself

    I really do. I went through something this week that I won’t go into detail about, that really made me realize that I second guess myself a lot, more often than not to shut up other people. I had a goal. And a plan, and had I stuck to that plan I wouldn’t have gone…

  • Hoodies For The Homeless

    At the beginning of the year I announced that I was going to spend every penny I made from my writing on buying hoodies, and donating them to people who are homeless. Around May I decided that I wanted to save up some money for Trauma counselling, which is why I wrote and am selling…

  • Practice…Not Perfection Will Heal You Faster

    I will never forget several years ago, when I saw someone on Twitter tell Demi Levato via tweet that she was “perfect”. As it turns out, trying to live up to perfection put Miss Levato into a recovery program because she was trying so hard to live up to other people’s standards of beauty that…

  • My Hometown

    This post doesn’t have a reason to exist, except for the fact that I want to write something, and therefore I was inspired to write about my hometown. I am talking about Surrey, BC. The place that I have lived since I was thirteen years old. Technically speaking, I lived in North Delta until I…

  • WE…Have A Problem…

    So if you haven’t heard about “WE” you haven’t been paying attention for the last twenty five years. No one is disputing the fact that they have done great work, but my question is how the fuck did it go so wrong so fast? This is the third time that Justin Trudeau has been investigated…

  • Choose A Side…98 Days and Counting

    I’m watching Lost Girl. It’s a show about a woman who learns that she is part of a world filled with creatures called Fay, or Fey. They are Faeries and Succubus’s and Druids and Wolfs and Blood Kings. It’s a beautiful story of self discovery and love with a bisexual lead who feeds on sexual…