Please Just Kill Me…

I’ve been thinking about death a lot lately. Mostly because of the fact that I am presented with stories of death every single day and I have been since the pandemic was announced last March. It’s not just deaths from the pandemic, it’s cops killing innocent people, it’s children killing children, there is death all over this planet, if Death got a dollar for every … Continue reading Please Just Kill Me…

I Have Nothing Left To Live For….He/She/They/Them Said….They Were Wrong

Trigger warning, this is going to be some tough realities about suicide, so prepare yourselves. Tonight I was playing my favorite soon to be deleted Facebook game on Facebook, and I heard this thought, “I have nothing left to live for.” Here’s the thing, this wasn’t my thought, it was just a thought I had, and I think it’s because I’ve spent the entire day … Continue reading I Have Nothing Left To Live For….He/She/They/Them Said….They Were Wrong

Find Ways To Let It Out, I Know It Hurts…But It Does Get Beautiful…If You’re Willing To Fight

Recently via Twitter, I posted this tweet, and someone responded with “no wonder I don’t feel safe sharing my story.” Oh my loves. I am so sorry. I won’t take it down and I won’t ever deny that I said it. I’ve lost more than one friend to suicide throughout my life, and it never gets easier. I try to remember when it happens, that … Continue reading Find Ways To Let It Out, I Know It Hurts…But It Does Get Beautiful…If You’re Willing To Fight

Release The Banshee

About three weeks ago I was completely asleep when I heard a small tiny sound. I woke up, screamed as loud as I could and realized the thing that had scared me was a pair of freshly born kittens who were running around my bedroom. But God damn did that scream feel good. It felt like I had put all of my frustrations, anxiety, stress … Continue reading Release The Banshee