For years I didn’t talk about what I was going through, or had been through. When I did, it came out like verbal diarrhea, often without me being able to control the words coming out of my mouth. I keep thinking about Mr. Chadwick Boseman, and the fact that he chose to keep his battle with cancer private. There is a quiet strength that must … Continue reading So Many Of Us Suffer in Silence…I Am Not One Of Them
About three weeks ago I was completely asleep when I heard a small tiny sound. I woke up, screamed as loud as I could and realized the thing that had scared me was a pair of freshly born kittens who were running around my bedroom. But God damn did that scream feel good. It felt like I had put all of my frustrations, anxiety, stress … Continue reading Release The Banshee
Have you ever asked yourself that question? It’s something that I am starting to ask myself. Beyond drowning my lungs in coffee and cigarettes, I don’t really know how to heal from sexual abuse. I am learning that talking it out here on the blog sure, that helps, reaching out to others helps. I am watching Buffy again and I am astounded of how jealous … Continue reading Who Are You Trying To Be?