When I talked to my birth father for the third time in my life, I tried to tell him that his absence in my life had damaged me immensely, his exact response was "you'll get over it." Years ago I actually - for the first time ever - called a guy to help me when … Continue reading Just Because I Am Strong…Doesn’t Mean I Want To Be…Inspired by A Conversation With @ritaspace1 …Thank You For That
Sometimes It Takes A Little While To Wake Up And Become Me Again
I have nightmares. I hear his voice, the man who was in charge, no not Rainiere, someone else. The man who stayed when Rainiere left me in his control, he was violent and vicious and everything definitive of the word "evil." He did things to my body that no human could have come up with … Continue reading Sometimes It Takes A Little While To Wake Up And Become Me Again
I am Curiously Anxious About My Anxiety
So today I learned that my hemoglobin is very low, which explains why I haven't been as motivated to get out and about this year, the way I was last year. Or at least it explains some of my lack of motivation. Sure I wasn't as active this summer as I have been the last … Continue reading I am Curiously Anxious About My Anxiety