How Long Do We Have To Punish The Guilty Until We Feel Better About Their Choices?

I’ve been thinking a lot about forgiveness lately, and my behavior when I get angry and stressed out because someone has done or said something to trigger me. It happened tonight actually, I had a massive panic attack that lasted about fifteen minutes, I screamed, I yelled, and I cried about how much I hate … More How Long Do We Have To Punish The Guilty Until We Feel Better About Their Choices?

Sometimes An Apology Is The Last Thing I Want or Need…Sometimes I Just Need You To Fuck Off and Give Me Space

So this is coming up because I’ve been thinking a lot about what I want from the men that abused me. The last thing I need or want is a fucking apology, what I want is for them to go to prison and rot there until they come out better human beings then they went … More Sometimes An Apology Is The Last Thing I Want or Need…Sometimes I Just Need You To Fuck Off and Give Me Space

I Choose What I Carry

The best you can hope for is that there will be people to catch you when you fall. I got lucky that way, that there were people there. I feel like I should feel humiliated about the last couple years of my life, but that humiliation isn’t something I am interested in carrying on my … More I Choose What I Carry