Just Because I Am Strong…Doesn’t Mean I Want To Be…Inspired by A Conversation With @ritaspace1 …Thank You For That

When I talked to my birth father for the third time in my life, I tried to tell him that his absence in my life had damaged me immensely, his exact response was "you'll get over it." Years ago I actually - for the first time ever - called a guy to help me when … Continue reading Just Because I Am Strong…Doesn’t Mean I Want To Be…Inspired by A Conversation With @ritaspace1 …Thank You For That

Sometimes It Takes A Little While To Wake Up And Become Me Again

I have nightmares. I hear his voice, the man who was in charge, no not Rainiere, someone else. The man who stayed when Rainiere left me in his control, he was violent and vicious and everything definitive of the word "evil." He did things to my body that no human could have come up with … Continue reading Sometimes It Takes A Little While To Wake Up And Become Me Again

Can Men Just Fucking Not?!

https://twitter.com/LilReese300/status/1296800274011619334 Trigger Warning: This post contains graphic details of sexual abuse and rape. Please consider this your trigger warning. This same man was caught, ON VIDEO, viciously beating the shit out of a Black woman. Today I read a story about a fifteen year old Indigenous girl who was murdered by a forty-seven year old … Continue reading Can Men Just Fucking Not?!

This Isn’t Where I Thought I’d Be At Thirty-Seven

But in a strange way it's where I am happy to be, does that make sense? I am content in this place, especially when I am stoned, but more so just in general. Today in particular was rough, because I had a terrible daymere while sleeping off my new medications. A man broke into my … Continue reading This Isn’t Where I Thought I’d Be At Thirty-Seven