Self-Publishing Isn’t “Real” Publishing…You Say

I worked my ass off writing Uncomfortable. It was like my version of trying to show you what Betoven did when writing the 9th Symphony, was my work as good as his? Sure, why the fuck not? Why couldn't my writing be as equal or better than his? Because he's dead and I'm still here … Continue reading Self-Publishing Isn’t “Real” Publishing…You Say

Videtur Majick Verba Describere Vitae Meae

Or, Appear Majcik Words To Describe My Life. I'm fucking houseless. It used to be my job to help people find housing, or recovery options, or some safe place to be, and now I am in the position of needing someone to advocate for me and it sucks. BUT! I have that ever lasting drop … Continue reading Videtur Majick Verba Describere Vitae Meae

Dear Future Person, I Am Not Ashamed

I did nothing wrong. I didn't do something to deserve this kind of poverty, it just happened. I want you to know that. My mom escaped an abusive boyfriend who hurt all three of us, because she decided she'd rather live alone then put her children in jeopardy again. She was hurt, and traumatized, and … Continue reading Dear Future Person, I Am Not Ashamed

Every Human’s Worst Nightmare Is My Reality: It’s Me…I’m Houseless

How many times have you thought about your problems and secretly thought "At least I'm not them," when you see someone living on the streets or in a tent? I am guilty of this. No matter what I was going through I was always housed. I was always certain that things were going to turn … Continue reading Every Human’s Worst Nightmare Is My Reality: It’s Me…I’m Houseless

Resiliant?

Is that what I am being? I am oddly calm though I have my moments where I freak out and stress and even yell. I'm trying hard not to let anxiety win, I'm fighting the only way I know how. By writing every day and accepting that I can't change all things about my situation, … Continue reading Resiliant?