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In Honor of #215Children, This Is My Story About Living Under The Watch Of The Roman Catholic Church

I don't talk about my experience with Catholicism very often, and that's because it fucking sucked. I think a lot about Scientology and I understand what some of the kids growing up in that "religion" might feel, because I grew up Catholic, this is going to be a long, and a triggering post for some… Continue reading In Honor of #215Children, This Is My Story About Living Under The Watch Of The Roman Catholic Church

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Sometimes You Just Gotta Write Every Single Thought Down So You Don’t Forget Where You Were, When It Happened

Today is one of those majickal days when I know that I am absolutely meant to be a writer, and that as much as I hate the idea of being an "internet celebrity", because that just feels wrong, it's part of the journey when it comes to following my dreams. In twenty years I am… Continue reading Sometimes You Just Gotta Write Every Single Thought Down So You Don’t Forget Where You Were, When It Happened

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If God Can Clean House, So Can I

Several years ago I stood up at a meeting and talked about how my friends had become my family and how even though I was trying to stay sober, they were still in my life. It took me ten additional years to realize why that wasn't a possibility, not because I love them any less,… Continue reading If God Can Clean House, So Can I

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Finding God

For the purposes of my own spirituality when referring to God, I will use the terms They, Them, and God, because I do not personally believe that God has a gender identity. Right now Death is having a field day, Death is dancing around the globe, taking one life after another, without really caring about… Continue reading Finding God

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Stop apologizing for healing your way

The days of saying I am sorry are long over, because I took a look at my life and I realized just how hard I had to fight to save my life - granted I had a lot of help, but prior to having help I was alone. I was in complete and utter enemy… Continue reading Stop apologizing for healing your way