Abuse, addiction, trauma

I Mean I Can’t Believe I Have To Say This, But Stop Burning Shit Down In The Middle Of The Wild Fire Pandemic Season

Look, I know what I said in this post about Canada Day and The Catholic Church, and for the most part I stand by it 100%. HOWEVER, in no part of that post did I recommend that people go out of their way to destroy the buildings who house current and practicing Catholics as they… Continue reading I Mean I Can’t Believe I Have To Say This, But Stop Burning Shit Down In The Middle Of The Wild Fire Pandemic Season

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In Honor of #215Children, This Is My Story About Living Under The Watch Of The Roman Catholic Church

I don't talk about my experience with Catholicism very often, and that's because it fucking sucked. I think a lot about Scientology and I understand what some of the kids growing up in that "religion" might feel, because I grew up Catholic, this is going to be a long, and a triggering post for some… Continue reading In Honor of #215Children, This Is My Story About Living Under The Watch Of The Roman Catholic Church

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She Asked Me Not To Have Black Children….

I just read the headline for this post here called "What If My Son Were Ahmaud?" On an earlier post by the same Author, Kaya, a woman commented that she hopes I don't bring Black children into this world, because of how hard it is for her as a mother of Black children of her… Continue reading She Asked Me Not To Have Black Children….

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It’s like building a brick wall…one pebble at a time.

That's what healing from childhood sexual abuse and trauma, domestic abuse and trauma and PTSD is like. It feels like I am building a wall out of brick pebbles one at a time, and every time I get one side of the wall built another part starts to break down and I have to start… Continue reading It’s like building a brick wall…one pebble at a time.

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Toxicity

In yesterday's post I talked a lot about how I am not subscribing to the teacher of Jealousy anymore. In that I am making a commitment not to subscribe to the idea that just because someone else has something, I should need to want it too. Today I want to talk about all the people… Continue reading Toxicity