It Gets Harder…Before It Gets Better

I've been sitting here for days trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me, because y'all know if you've been reading for awhile, there are usually two-three new posts on the site almost every day, if not daily at least weekly. These last couple of weeks I haven't felt like writing. I … Continue reading It Gets Harder…Before It Gets Better

What Do You Do In The Middle Of The Night…When The Memories Are Too Much?

I woke up at three thirty in the morning, and while I tried genuinely to go back to sleep, I also realized that tonight was just not going to be a night when I got a good nights sleep. Probably because earlier yesterday I did an interview about my life, and I had to share … Continue reading What Do You Do In The Middle Of The Night…When The Memories Are Too Much?

Practice…Not Perfection Will Heal You Faster

I will never forget several years ago, when I saw someone on Twitter tell Demi Levato via tweet that she was "perfect". As it turns out, trying to live up to perfection put Miss Levato into a recovery program because she was trying so hard to live up to other people's standards of beauty that … Continue reading Practice…Not Perfection Will Heal You Faster

This Isn’t Where I Thought I’d Be At Thirty-Seven

But in a strange way it's where I am happy to be, does that make sense? I am content in this place, especially when I am stoned, but more so just in general. Today in particular was rough, because I had a terrible daymere while sleeping off my new medications. A man broke into my … Continue reading This Isn’t Where I Thought I’d Be At Thirty-Seven