I've been sitting here for days trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me, because y'all know if you've been reading for awhile, there are usually two-three new posts on the site almost every day, if not daily at least weekly. These last couple of weeks I haven't felt like writing. I … Continue reading It Gets Harder…Before It Gets Better
What Do You Do In The Middle Of The Night…When The Memories Are Too Much?
I woke up at three thirty in the morning, and while I tried genuinely to go back to sleep, I also realized that tonight was just not going to be a night when I got a good nights sleep. Probably because earlier yesterday I did an interview about my life, and I had to share … Continue reading What Do You Do In The Middle Of The Night…When The Memories Are Too Much?
Practice…Not Perfection Will Heal You Faster
I will never forget several years ago, when I saw someone on Twitter tell Demi Levato via tweet that she was "perfect". As it turns out, trying to live up to perfection put Miss Levato into a recovery program because she was trying so hard to live up to other people's standards of beauty that … Continue reading Practice…Not Perfection Will Heal You Faster
This Isn’t Where I Thought I’d Be At Thirty-Seven
But in a strange way it's where I am happy to be, does that make sense? I am content in this place, especially when I am stoned, but more so just in general. Today in particular was rough, because I had a terrible daymere while sleeping off my new medications. A man broke into my … Continue reading This Isn’t Where I Thought I’d Be At Thirty-Seven