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Yesterday I Stood in My Shower And Screamed “Why Do You Hate Me?” I Was Talking To God #BellLetsTalk

I am angry. And I am fucking bitter. I am thirty-seven years old, I live at home with my mother, and three fucking cats, (adorable amazing little comfort animals but still, CATS) CATS MOTHERFUCKER! I AM THE CAT LADY. Mind you, I don't put my cats in costumes and take pictures of them for the… Continue reading Yesterday I Stood in My Shower And Screamed “Why Do You Hate Me?” I Was Talking To God #BellLetsTalk

Letters, Letters from Big, Meditation Writings, MentalHealth, Message from Little, Written while Stoned

This is a Letter To My Abusers…Trigger Warning HIGH Level

Cops and Doctors have one thing in common, and that's that they all say "When you stop caring, you stop doing your job." It basically means when you stop giving a fuck about all the bad stuff, you start becoming useless to those that need you. One of my rapists is absolutely convinced that I… Continue reading This is a Letter To My Abusers…Trigger Warning HIGH Level

Abuse

Sometimes An Apology Is The Last Thing I Want or Need…Sometimes I Just Need You To Fuck Off and Give Me Space

So this is coming up because I've been thinking a lot about what I want from the men that abused me. The last thing I need or want is a fucking apology, what I want is for them to go to prison and rot there until they come out better human beings then they went… Continue reading Sometimes An Apology Is The Last Thing I Want or Need…Sometimes I Just Need You To Fuck Off and Give Me Space

Abuse, advice, Trigger Warning, Uncomfortable, Written while Stoned

Yes, You Actually Fucking Can Do This…

I heard a story recently about the first person in the world, to complete the Ironman Race, while living with Downs Syndrome. This is my favorite story of the week. His name is Chris Nikic and he is twenty-one years old. He is twenty-one. OH and he has Down's Syndrome, and he completed an Ironman… Continue reading Yes, You Actually Fucking Can Do This…

Abuse, Rant

Harvey Weinstein and Bill Cosby and Robert Kelly Might Die In Prison…And I Don’t Care

Last week Jeffrey Toobin pulled his penis out during a zoom call and started to masturbate. Now at first I didn't see this as a big deal, because "white man does something super offensive, stupid and gross," is just another fucking day that ends in Y. However! Jeffrey Toobin just happens to work for Conde… Continue reading Harvey Weinstein and Bill Cosby and Robert Kelly Might Die In Prison…And I Don’t Care