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Survivors Connection 2021 Is 13 Days Away

I am SO excited. This is the first time in my life that I am hosting something like this, and it's a bit like cracking open a chocolate egg filled with toys or candy, and not knowing which you're going to get. I am fucking terrified, and yeah, emphasis on T.E.R.R.I.F.I.E.D because I am essentially… Continue reading Survivors Connection 2021 Is 13 Days Away

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A Little Like Me

I am watching Elementary on Amazon Prime right now. It is without a doubt my current favorite show. I've seen every single episode a few times, and yet I am re-watching it the way that I re-watched WandaVision. In this show there is a character called Kitty, who like me was taken, tortured, and raped… Continue reading A Little Like Me

BellLetsTalk, BudSistas, Cannabis, Dreams & Nightmares, Herstory, Letter to my Future Children, Letters, Letters from Big, Marijuana, My Sisters Keeper, Race, Racism, Rant, Remember to Remember, self advice, Trigger Warning, Women, Women in Cannibus, Written while Stoned

Yesterday I Stood in My Shower And Screamed “Why Do You Hate Me?” I Was Talking To God #BellLetsTalk

I am angry. And I am fucking bitter. I am thirty-seven years old, I live at home with my mother, and three fucking cats, (adorable amazing little comfort animals but still, CATS) CATS MOTHERFUCKER! I AM THE CAT LADY. Mind you, I don't put my cats in costumes and take pictures of them for the… Continue reading Yesterday I Stood in My Shower And Screamed “Why Do You Hate Me?” I Was Talking To God #BellLetsTalk

Abuse, advice, Trigger Warning, Uncomfortable, Written while Stoned

Yes, You Actually Fucking Can Do This…

I heard a story recently about the first person in the world, to complete the Ironman Race, while living with Downs Syndrome. This is my favorite story of the week. His name is Chris Nikic and he is twenty-one years old. He is twenty-one. OH and he has Down's Syndrome, and he completed an Ironman… Continue reading Yes, You Actually Fucking Can Do This…